Apocryphal Gospels (The Ultraklystron Remixes)

by Stevie Kincade

supported by
/
  • Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.

     name your price

     

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.

about

Seattle's noted OG Otaku Ultrakystron has remixed and reimagined Stevie Kincade's 2015 release "Personal Sermons" as "Apocryphal Gospels". Combining Kincade's thoughtful lyrics with Ultraklystron's warm, inviting arrangements, "Apocryphal Gospels" is truly a headphone experience to be experienced.

credits

released 27 June 2015

Stevie Kincade - Words
Karl Olson aka Ultraklystron - Music, Mix and Mastering
Jonathon Thompson - Art

tags

license

all rights reserved

feeds

feeds for this album, this artist

about

Stevie Kincade Sydney, Australia

Stevie Kincade is a rapper and vocalist from Sydney Australia.

contact / help

Contact Stevie Kincade

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Track Name: Stop N Think (Ultraklystron Check Em Mix)
Young man think you know
the ways the world
you know nothing but the struggles of a boy to be heard
you preferred to lie to yourself
Left your talent rotting up on the shelf
it was affecting your health
Both mental and phsyical
Never reached the pinnacle
Victim of a young mans pride your not invincible
But Father time is the champ
Kick a young mans dreams in the ass
ya he’ll be laughing like a bastard
bitch slappin you out your trance
Tell me when youve ever taken a stance
that wasnt self serving
caught up in self glorifying fantasy
Glad to be distracted til you find your spirit atrophied
So lift yourself out of the dust
get back on the horse
and readjust your course some more
Go n Take a little time for yourself
You know that nobody else is gonna help you

Chorus
Youd better stop n think about what your doin

Young man ya you cant even tell your naive
Who were you tryin to please?
Been living life on your knees
bowing to the might of the ego
Stay satisfied with your nightly placebo
Anything to draw attention from the fact
that you lack any means to backtrack
your way to the path
Gone and lost your equilibrium
Fight parasites like cryptosperidium
Its and every day battle just to get through
Temporary pleasures of the flesh seek to tempt you
Rend you a shell of your potential
Tossed whats important for the inconsequential
Alarm bells should be ringing in your ears
The death knell of all you held dear
youve never heard it so clear
A voice inside you yells:
“You betta check yourself before you wreck yourself”
Track Name: Resistance (Ultraklystron Flexless Mix)
t always starts the same
a blank page n a few words that I wanted to say
I got to get it now let it out somehow
Ya I know its up there in my brain If i could chisel away
Find a focus keep my mind open
lock into the zone and flow with the vocal
dont sell out to the self doubt
creepin in deep within I speak unto the least of men

Ch1
Now Who you gonna believe
the little voice in your head tryin to tell you that youl never be nothin
Grow up your losing the game
You got to find a better path to the finish
if you want to be the victor
come on you threw it away
But theres a final chance here for the taking
better start waking up
The days young but theres work to be done
so hell ya I got the fire in my guts
I gotta speak about it

V2
Everybody wants to be something style over substance man
you couldnt hide from my judgement fam
I point the finger n accuse you of failing to produce to
Everything you could have been should have been
Prove you didnt squander your inheritance
Put your pride down stomach the embarassment
Let it drive you the emptiness inside be a guide for you n light a fire for the final flight
Now I wasnt to be wrong to be thinking that the way to resolve it all was to pick apart the ways we fucked it up
one mistake at a time each day of our lives we let it all slip by
I saw a giant in you I saw
a titan tryin to fight his way through
a few self esteem Issues
Ya You were a lion acting like a sheep
asleep with the flock
while the clock keeps ticking away


Ch2
Theres a battle in your head in your heart
Theres a struggle deep within your soul
this is the war of art
Fighting the resistance Gotta be insistant
Ya so do work like big business
This is my labour of love I just relay all that comes
I am a vessel trying to get myself filled up
with inspiration I can pour onto the pages
and create something that gives meaning to the one who made it
So who you gonna believe
the little voice in your head tryin to tell you that youl never be nothin
Grow up your losing the game
You got to find a better path to the finish
if you want to be the victor
come on you threw it away
But theres a final chance here for the taking
better start waking up
The days young but theres work to be done
hell ya I feel the fire in my lungs
I cant shut up about it

V3
Midway through the battle
dont quit
When your close to the finish gonna feel the resitance
Sirens calling from the shoreline
Begging you for your time
But you must abhore with your heart and mind
Every voice that would seek to distract
from the purpose of your mission
ya your not givin it up
The enemy within is a powerful fuck
he wants to self destruct
and take a chunk of your soul
he is a shadow of the higher genius a sad defeatist who seeks to bleed us dry
he Tells us that we'll burn out still we gotta churn out work every day of our lives we find
That we have to face isolation rejection contempt and humiliation
But its ten times worse when we dont do the work
Time to roll up our sleeves Im getting down to business



Bridge:

Slave to the rhythm
Serving the lyric
Speak from the viewpoint
chiseled in blood by my spirit
Bonded by love it grows up
We get one step closer but its never enough
I Put my Nose to the grindstone
Pen to the page
Til the muse cant deny that Ive been earning my wage
ya My reward is a breakthrough
Chains I will shake loose
Every failure an experience to shape you
Slave to the rhythm
Serving the lyric
Speak from the viewpoint
chiseled in blood by my spirit
Bonded by love we grow up
Getting one step closer but its never enough

So who you gonna believe
that fuckin voice in your head trying to tell you
that youl never be something
grow up your losing the game you got to find
a better path to the finish u dont wanna be a victim
Track Name: Emergency (Ultraklystron AirLift Mix)
Why is everybody trying to fuck with me
People going out of there way to be a cunt to me
Come to see my sanity as a little luxery
Try to calm myself down but its just perfunctory
Comes over me suddenly
this anger
I Turn into a stranger
cant control myself now Im raising up a rancor
Heart racing hands shaking mind blazing eyes crazy
Dont show no violence but I know about hatred
I dont want to feel this way
Lately I been so ashamed
Try to make it through the day
everything will be ok
tomorrow
And sometimes it is
and sometimes I feel like shit still
Because the worlds throwing turds at me purposefully
Getting harder not take all of the bullshit personally
ya I need to unload cos Im about to explode
Walls closing in
This is an emergency
I need to talk to you
can help me make it through yah
I need to talk to you
can help me make it through yah

When it all falls apart when im losing my head
Will you be ther until the end
when you are my only friend left
when I lose my senses
Help me pull it back together

This emerging emergency
This emerging emergency

I can feel all of these conflicts swallow me
Seem to be drawn to me
got controversy constantly following me
Are these disasters of my own making
Or random encounters that will leave me with my fist shaking
Well am I being unreasonable? it seems like its seasonal
Ill be fine til Im dealing with ya mean people
Then I react and erupt I feel the rush in my blood
rise up want to crush em to dust the little fuckwits
But that only leads to negativity
Am I off my rocker or were you just being a dick to me
I got a couple wires loose in my circuitry
maybe goin crazy baby this is an emergency
I need to talk to you
can help me make it through yah
I need to talk to you
can help me make it through yah

When Im falling apart when im losing my head
Will you be ther until the end
when you are my only friend left
when I lose my senses
Help me pull it back together

This emerging emergency
This emerging emergency

Is it chemical imbalance should I balance it with chemicals
Self medicating on a dose so delectable
Ya Seen me at my worst now Im making my confessional
Some of my behaviour was completely indefensible
Its natural youd be skeptical aw hell I dont blame you
Im just trying to tell you how I feel I cant change you
I just tried to open up now Im spilling out my guts
Shit baby what have I done guess Ive gone and killed our fun
My life is a rollercoaster come here baby hold me closer
Dose me with your potent potion
Hold me back from self implosion
THe only power i wield
Is to document the way that I feel in a way that seems real to me
This is the way I try to deal with my illness
Do not put your hands in the air if you feel this
speak to someone you love urgently
Dont do it by yourself this is an emergency
Track Name: New Man (Ultraklystron Recoder Mix)
Pick up the pieces of your life
You couldnt stay another night
Inside the prison of your mind
You try to be a new man
You try to set things right

You've Gone and brought yourself this far
I know the person that you are
I know once you felt the sacred touch
Somehow we disconnected
And built up our defenses

6 litres of sweat
6 day ordeal
7 little deaths hack open my 7 seals
Never going back never do it again
please god Id rather be dead
Its like you came and put a gun to my head
Tyler Durden left me gurlgling n the gutter be now Ill be born again
So Today is the single greatest day of my life
My Breakfast taste sweeter then the nectars of paradise
Ah Raymond K Hessel had a near dear death experience
And came back from the brink with a new way of thinking things
Raymond K Hessel had a near death experience
And came to his senses with a kick to the face
Not the type of therapy money could buy
Cry true tears of joy just for being alive
So truly thankful
Took my turn at the trial of fire and water
Sent my spirit through the depths of the digital ghetto
Purged every toxin from my system
Laughing at my demons infatuated with them
as they are with me
and so we try and find some symmetry
& Regain the artistry
Find the thoughts we hardly see complete
So as the body suffers then the minds eye darkens
Til the body is recovered and the mind is newly sharpened

Why was I awake in my nightmare
Was I afraid to have to sacrifice my life there
To cross the abyss
Just a misfit kid in the shit
Looking for a grip
searching for a sense of reality
A part of me
never want to see again
I want to be
sparkling clean newborn and free again
6 days in the underworld digging up bones
Trying to find my way home so Ill be whole again
Track Name: Vision Ft LABAL-S (Ultraklystron LaserGuide Mix)
I Close my eyes and I can see it inside I got a vision
Enthiogenic fumes fill the room changing my worldview
I Step outside of space and time to find I got a vision
I can elevate myself to a higher states of mind Ive seen a vision
She said Ill come with you
taste the forbidden fruit
taste the right of kings
visionary shaman psychonauts
who bought & purchased passage
to the dark side of the unvirse
who tapped into a vein of the collective
never mixin the message
While eclipsing the heavens
With new thoughts and perceptions
A collective ascendance an ancestral rememberance
You weree lied to, your body is a vessel of the universal consciousness
The god in yous been starving cos you never grew
never knew you dont need religion to commune with the godhead
Yahwehs dead Just you and me left
Ya we better start our using our heads
Just yourself to contend with
Dont ever forget this

He pointed at the scenery of trees and said me
"look man their all props" and as the flashbulb went off I saw in 4D
Gaze down at my hands time itself lost all command
as my pineal took a blast from an ancient herb
The kundalini serpent woke arisen from its slumber
revealed to me the wonders of the universe
Im humbled in the purest sense
awestruck by the interdconnectedness
CAn you take The rapid fire bitter pill litmus test
roller coaster ride to the godhead
Yahwehs dead just you and me left
Dont ever forget
that the only thing divine is inside you
Open your eyes breathe it in you can find yours
Track Name: Found The Love (Ultraklystron Downlow Mix)
I FOUND THE LOVE
I feel it burning it me
The fires stirring til Im learning
what I really need
I FOUND THE LOVE
You'll Never take it from me
I hold her close so Ill know Im not waking up
I FOUND THE LOVE
Feels so good
Its a pleasure just to do whatever
whenever we get together
FOUND THE LOVE
I found you
And I knew from the start
You would always be a part of me

WHOLE Deep inside my soul
Never gonna let go let her know
Im not going anywhere
I FOUND THE LOVE
Dont need much
But I need it all when you give me the rush of blood
FOUND THE LOVE
I Found it all inside
You are the one who brings peace to my troubled mind
FOUND THE LOVE
And I need it all

Feel my worlds colliding start to feel divided
Til I feel the touch of your love there to guide me
Speak to me with passion All that you imagined
crashing to the ground but well still be standing
Swore Id never hurt you I will not desert you
Ill be by your side Ive been captured by your virtue
Look into my eyes you can see my sense of purpose
til the end of time your the object of my worship