Pick up the pieces of your life
You couldnt stay another night
Inside the prison of your mind
You try to be a new man
You try to set things right

You've Gone and brought yourself this far
I know the person that you are
I know once you felt the sacred touch
Somehow we disconnected
And built up our defenses

6 litres of sweat
6 day ordeal
7 little deaths hack open my 7 seals
Never going back never do it again
please god Id rather be dead
Its like you came and put a gun to my head
Tyler Durden left me gurlgling n the gutter be now Ill be born again
So Today is the single greatest day of my life
My Breakfast taste sweeter then the nectars of paradise
Ah Raymond K Hessel had a near dear death experience
And came back from the brink with a new way of thinking things
Raymond K Hessel had a near death experience
And came to his senses with a kick to the face
Not the type of therapy money could buy
Cry true tears of joy just for being alive
So truly thankful
Took my turn at the trial of fire and water
Sent my spirit through the depths of the digital ghetto
Purged every toxin from my system
Laughing at my demons infatuated with them
as they are with me
and so we try and find some symmetry
& Regain the artistry
Find the thoughts we hardly see complete
So as the body suffers then the minds eye darkens
Til the body is recovered and the mind is newly sharpened

Why was I awake in my nightmare
Was I afraid to have to sacrifice my life there
To cross the abyss
Just a misfit kid in the shit
Looking for a grip
searching for a sense of reality
A part of me
never want to see again
I want to be
sparkling clean newborn and free again
6 days in the underworld digging up bones
Trying to find my way home so Ill be whole again